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Dear LoK,

first of all, go to youtube or any music site, and listen to "no more tears" by david nevue. I just want you to listen to it as you read this.. please dont be lazy to read.. Its all im asking..

i have not said anything about this, but, i really should just tell you..
Its 12 midnight, and im on my itouch, as well texting big brother loco.
Many of you dont have the knowledge of the condition of my heart..
I have a sickness called coscondrities(?), basically a bruised bone on my chest, and its common for women. 2 effects i know is that it makes the heart hurt and it like give a hard time breathing.
Why am i telling you guys all this? Because right now, my heart is weak.. I did not take my medicine, due that my doctor said that it was nothing in my recent check up. My mom believed him. But funny, when he inspected my chest, it really hurt, but he kept saying nothing is wrong. We did xray, nothing was infected. Funny thing is that they couldnt find my heart. Lol.

Tonight, who knows if my heart will stop or not, but just incase, i want to say im really thankful to be part of this family. Even im barely any help, i appreciate all the helping hands. If i dont wake up tomorrow, it doesnt mean im gone, im always beside you..

Luna, thank you so much for all the comforts when i need someone the most..
Big brother, you're a pain in the ass sometimes, did you know that? But you always been there for me..
Jay, my bitch, =] stay strong..
Roller, my second bitch, =], thanks for making me laugh..
Newborn, we're buddies.. Awezome buddies.
Smiley, <3
hk, you're amazing, im sure you'll find someone that is right for you..
Dragan, quit being a player, doesnt work.. <3

i know i have forgot many, but LoK members, i love you, you been great.. All of you.
Dont cry, please, we're not even sure if im gonna die or what.. Lolz
my heart been like this most nights, but i still survive, so dont lose hope.. K..?

I Love You Guys, Stay Strong.

Love lots,
Neya/Aries
- baby princess of LoK

Don't Die, your Our princess of

Get Well, Doctor is REtarded CAn't find your heart xD

*Speechless*

My EX has too problems with the hearth,i know what you mean aneya so pls dont die,dont do foolish things,got it?stay strong and take your medicine on right time

as a doctor to be ....

A bruised bone does hurt , however it will not stop your heart that's the good news

Bad news is it will hurt for a couple of months as bones do take a long time to heal , but just stay strong and believe in yourself.

to make the healing process quicker , you should soak your self ( bruised bone ) in warm water and of course take your medicine , it could also be growing pains too

damn i told u not to lift heavy weights didnt i?? stupid girl!!nothing will happen to u just take yr medicine on time d get back n time and we will wait for ya ............. no matter what we will never let ya leave!!tho we havent been close but i know everything almost everything about u so dont worry u will be back in no time and quit the crap talk"i havent done anything to the clan" u dont a lot and it shows iight?

I remember u and ur friend tellin me about ur heart
Problem, there really ain't much I cam say. But hope u get
Better and if u need someone to talk to u kno my #

I hope you get better